Artist Statement
Hosts Series
The paintings in this series are all acrylic and oil on canvas or board. I used a paint technique
that starts with thin washes and stains of acrylic paint, gradually building up to thick strokes and globs of oil paint.
The surfaces of the paintings are meant to create a continual shift from representation to abstraction depending on the distance
they are viewed from. The perspective or angle the painting is viewed from creates a variety of visual experiences and illusions.
At a great enough distance all paint marks disappear and only an image remains.
This idea of individual perspective creating
different representations is in close relation to the content of the pieces. In each painting there is a representation
of the presence of hands or figures with the figure in the painting. Depending on the attention of the viewer and the
distance or perspective to the painting the hidden hands and figures appear and disappear. The translucent hands and figures
represent spiritual forces and were painted in a way that allows the viewer time to relate to the subject of the painting
first and then realize the presence of the spiritual force. The spiritual representations were painted in a way that they
can be denied when attention is placed solely on the subject of the painting. The individual may choose to acknowledge the
influence of and wonder about the spiritual force on the subject or focus purely on the image. In the same way, we as individuals
may do the same in our own lives regarding the spiritual realm.
This series was inspired by various scripture verses describing a very real
and active unseen spiritual world we are all surrounded by and involved in. The subjects in the paintings are all in
some undefined way being influenced by this unseen world. Some are directly influencing the subjects and some subjects
are in environments where the unseen figures exist along side and around them. Whether the force is representing an angelic
or demonic force is not defined. The intent of this work is to create an awareness of the spiritual world and to create
a desire to investigate the truth in the Bible further.
Scripture that inspired the series:
Ephesians 6:12 “For our struggle is not
against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world and against
the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms.”
Psalm 34:7 “The angel
of the LORD encamps around those who fear him, and he delivers them.”
Abstract series
In my abstract series, I have chosen images of individuals and couples and have abstracted them in a way that they
are no longer recognizable. How much of our time, effort, money, and emotion is spent on superficial earthly things that
will all turn to dust? We don’t know completely how eternity will be experienced visually but we know we will have new
bodies, we won’t be living in our homes, driving our cars, or chasing fashion trends, all of which will be meaningless. If we focus
on eternal things, all the earthly superficial things become less an idol. By abstracting the figures, I am able to make them
all neutral. They have no status of success. They are no longer able to be assessed by standards of physical
beauty. They are now closer to the way we are viewed by our creator. “The LORD does not look
at things man looks at. Man looks at the outer appearance, but the LORD looks at the heart.” 1 Samuel 16:7. If we were
able to see our world and ourselves in the way it will be viewed in eternity, we might not be so consumed by things of image
in this world.
Idol Worship Series
We all are faced with the temptation of worshiping idols.
When painting
the portraits, I pose my models in a way that references fashion photography. The purpose of a model is to advertise
a new idol- that thing we are missing. The thing that could make us feel complete, and happy. This type of advertisement targets
our insecurities and our in-born desire for completeness. Models represent completion. They are
symbols of success, happiness, an object of desire, importance…all the things people think they want to be. We are
all trying to reach that level of completeness and we jump from idol to idol chasing it. We will only find a real sense of
completeness in our savior, Jesus Christ.
As hard as we try to portray an image of completion,
inside all of us, without Christ, we are left wanting so we look to a new idol. The forms attached to the surface of
the paintings represent idols. They act as a barrier between the figure and the viewer. In the same way, our idols are a barrier
that can keep us from a relationship with Christ or get in the way of that relationship. The idols become a cheap substitute
for Christ’s place in our lives. He is the only one that can truly make us complete.
Desire
to Communicate Series
I am interested in the human desire to connect
with the spiritual world, and the barriers that prevent us from realizing or recognizing that world. My oil paintings portray
people in vulnerable emotional states and pose questions about how we might react if confronted with a divine presence, and
what keeps us from connecting with this presence. Figurative images bring the viewer face-to-face with feelings of confrontation,
introspection, intrusion, or even injury. I often expose various stages of the painting process in the finished piece, hoping
to add to the expressive quality and concept of the painting. I also explore the tension that is created between the flat
surface of painterly marks and the illusion that these marks can create. In juxtaposing thick built up layers of paint with
thinner paint layers, I create tension between three-dimensional and two-dimensional spaces which relates to the concept of
the work.